January 2010
136 posts
boyfriend quote #1 (translated)
g: i hope i don't have menopause
my tummy hurts. i want my mommy →
omfg, skins is back on
so fucking happy
everything is bullshit.
i hate everything. i hate everyone. i hate myself.
the way everything is going right now,
i’m going to fucking fail my two language classes.
these drugs make me sleepy.
even if he totally sucks at keeping secrets,
i have the greatest boyfriend ever.
my neck hurts from laughing so much.
i am eating a hamburger.
and it is delicious.
baby steps
i keep thinking about that movie where the guy becomes obsessed with his psychiatrist, and eventually, the guy gets better, and the psychiatrist goes insane.
at the beginning of the movie, there’s something about baby steps. taking things one at a time.
i keep telling myself that. i have this huge list of complicated tasks to do, and i have to keep telling myself, “baby steps. i can...
omfglolroflhippopotamus
i think he’s buying my ring tomorrow.
omfg.
fucking hell.
i just discovered the visualizer on iTunes.
so kickass. and it’d be so much cooler if i were high right now.
hahaha
i am 99% sure that these people on this French radio station are saying “fucking good music” and “fucking good remix”.
but with accents.
it’s fucking hilarious.
every day, dying
empty towns in mid-winter where snow never stays pure for long and nothing remarkable ever happens on the surface but inside the youth, they are all having existential crises and they are sneaking smokes cheap liquor illegal but who ever really cares? and they are making plans and fighting to get out of that endless circle and they are fighting and struggling and dying.
they are every day,...
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i fucked up my countdown, but i don’t know how or when that happened.
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the average length of a song is 3 minutes, 20...
24 x 60 x 60 = 86400 x 365 = 31536000 / 200 = 157680
157680 is the number of songs you could listen to in one year, without stopping.
i really fucking hate fire drills.
especially when i’m sound asleep.
and it’s snowing outside.
and i have no clue what the fuck is going on.
and really especially when i’m THE LAST FUCKING PERSON OUT OF THE BUILDING.
OH WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT
I’M SKIPPING RUSSIAN AGAIN, BECAUSE I SIMPLY DON’T GIVE A FUCK.
i wish he'd get online :(
i really need him right now
i can't do anything.
i can’t fucking do anything.
4.
i am…
tired but hyper.
cold but sweaty.
hungry but nauseous.
all of the above
anti-depressants and caffeine
never again.
brazilians
Christopher: we've got a visitor from brazil at the moment as well... that's pretty exciting
V: do they try to solicit sex from you? if they don't, they're not really brazilian
Christopher: she is sleeping in our living room ;)
V: but you didn't answer my question :D
i thought these meds were supposed to help with...
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oddly enough, eight minutes is also how long it...
eight minutes
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fucking going insane over here.
i can't fucking concentrate.
i just want to sleep or watch tv but i have so many things to do before i can
stock
i just spent over an hour on the phone, talking to my brother about investing. or rather, listening to his mathematically based plan to make over million dollars in less than two years.
it’s possible, but not probable.
but if anyone can do it, he can.
leaving.
every time he says he has to go, i shut myself off. i don’t know how i do it, and it’s not intentional, but it happens. i guess maybe it’s some sort of survival mechanism. cut off all emotion so that i don’t go insane from being so sad.
anyway, i’m going to take my happy pill and go to bed, so i can sleep through the part where it gives me a killer headache.
milk chocolate-covered pretzels.
fuck yeah!
someone please explain to me why i am studying...
‘cos i sure as hell can’t figure out why.
what's funnier than a dead baby?
neightkelly:
A dead baby sitting next to a kid with down syndrome.
am i a horrible person for laughing at this?
sometimes i think that getting your shit together and growing the fuck up is the hardest thing to do.
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side-effects.
DO NOT WANT
things i didn't do today
schoolwork
buy a microphone
take out the trash
laundry
shower
things i don't want to do today
schoolwork
buy a microphone
take out the trash
laundry
shower
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guess who just gave the fuck up on the Russian...
yeah, that’d be me.
fucking hell.
i should just stick with Romance languages.
i’m fucking screwed.
i’m pretty sure that the floor under my desk is the most disgusting thing i’ve seen in a long time.
dreams
i dreamed last night that i was pregnant. by House.
let's play "never have i ever"
never have i ever: not liked someone upon the first meeting and then learned to like that person.
THAT INCLUDES YOU, SHITFUCK WHOREBAG RUSSIAN PROFESSOR.
dose #1 down
i feel so much better already!!