February 2010
28 posts
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satellites contain us traffic lights control us...
who the fuck are you to criticize?
over five months of waiting. somewhere around 156 days of waiting. each day a little closer, a little closer. only four months. now only three. then two months. then one. three weeks. two weeks. thirteen days. and so on.
then suddenly, eighteen hours. then a phone call. back up to twenty-seven hours.
all the nervousness, all the anxiety, all the dashed hope, it lumps up into a messy ball in the...
sex, drugs, and rock 'n' roll
though i don’t think antidepressants are what they were referring to.
supposedly, i smell like a hippy.
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cos when i see your eyes, i can see the flame is...
it was the best dream ever.
and there wasn’t even any sex involved.
best dream ever
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grow me a garden of roses, paint me the colours of...
absence makes the heart grow fonder
nah, don’t think so.
passion colors everything
too bad i have no passion. the world is cold and dark and grey.
i don't want to feel like shit any more.
i don’t want migraines, i don’t want colds, i don’t want stomach aches or general headaches, i don’t want tendonitis, i don’t want infections, i don’t want depression or ocd or anxiety issues.
how the fuck did i get so fucked up?
i'm back, 100%
and it is so good
:)
love gets old
but i want to fall in love again.
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if it makes you less sad
“Everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt.”
"sticks and stones can break my bones, but words...
seen on a friend’s msn
you're 1 in 6,801,800,000
because 1 in a million just isn’t special enough.
this, this is what has always felt right.
cold, cold water surrounds me now
and all i’ve got is your hand
ps
you rock my world
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there's nowhere in this world i'd rather be
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don’t walk away before you give me back my...
is it possible to love two people at the same...
or is it like the laws of physics, that no two objects can occupy the same space at the same time?
HOORAY
my request to drop the whorebitch’s class was finally authorized!
i just hope my new instructor is heaps better than the previous one
i’m dead tired. need a fucking shower. i fucking want to get completely pissed or smashed or right tanked up. i want to get high. i want to smoke.
i’ve lost all ability to concentrate. i’m two weeks behind in all of my classes. i can’t eat, i can’t fuck, i can’t do anything. i just want to fucking sleep until winter is fucking over.
